paranoid

Posted by al on Thursday, December 1, 2011. Filed under:
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i am being such a paranoia these few days. with the arising crimes happening in this neighbourhood, who doesn't? people got snatch even in front of mak cik jual nasi lemak tepi jalan, and yes during day time and people are around. no one will able to help you. the theft will either using a car or a motorcycle. so many cases and of course it happened usually to the students.


so today, i woke up late, the time showed 10.44 and i have to take the bus on 11. it is the shuttle bus that take the students outside the unimas campus. i thought i'd rather taking the bus and wait at depo for 12pm bus to go to west campus. idk, either i missed the 11am bus or it has never came by. so i walked to unimas. alone and i am being skeptical with any vehicles that passing by. i only put my attention on the plate number and try to memorize it. iya lah, who knows kan if something happening, at least i know something about the idiot's. palis, *knock on wood.

before i passed the housing area, a motorcycle with 2 riders on it, were busily looking at me. balik-balik taw. i thought they were intended to do something bad on me. but, they just passed by and i can't see them anymore. what a relieved! except, they came back to me from the other road! and i already passed the housing area, and i was at the pedestrian road already and they stopped in front of me. fuck! saya rasa, sayalah orang paling pucat di dunia waktu itu. so it's just me and the two men, there in the old roadways. everything can happen. one of them, jumped off of the motorcycle and he came to me. all i know, i became so cold and my heart was pounding. i tried to be a professional (i know! in such situation, being a pro is not important). i was just ignored him and walk away. he called me. adik adik! i looked at him. wow, he is such a polite snatcher, i thought to myself. then, he showed me his badge. adik, saya ni polis. adik ni student ka? kenapa jalan sorang-sorang? adik tahu tak, tempat ini lah paling banyak kes ragut? * i know, and you're really freakin me out totally already!* karang peragut tu datang dekat adik, bagi parang, mana adik dapat buat apa-apa lagi? adik, kalau nak jalan dekat sini at least biar beramai, 4-5 orang macam tu. paling-paling pun dik, ikut jalan perumahan dekat sana tu, biar jauh asal selamat. adik, sayang tak dengan diri sendiri, harta benda adik? .........so, again, what a relieved! i bumped with the good guys instead of the opposite one. but, i can't imagined the feelings yang they came back to me (macam kena target) and stopped in front of me. omg, that was such a scariest moment in my life, ever!

after listening to his lectures of about 5 minutes, i continued my walk to unimas. before i go, i asked them to watch me over until i reach the main road. and actually, his friend, the driver, is one handsome guy. *gatal mata.

there, it was good for me to meet the good strangers somewhere in the old roads, then bumped with the bad guys. but, i don't think i want to walk alone to unimas anymore. cukuplah dengan jumpa abang polis saja.

and i went to a salon this evening and they cut my hair, short. really short. like nicky minaj's in where them girls at.