Salam Maulidur Rasul. hi.

as i grew older i have learned many things. the problem is i do not know how to use the information (like statistics that we've learned in class previously). life is never fair. i never felt being treated fairly even it is just a small matter. in order to be treated fairly, you need to earn it. and some people need to do absolutely nothing but yet the world, life is fair to them. you see what i am trying to imply?

but, dont lose faith yet. Allah Maha Adil. He is the reason im still alive. He knew what i really want and what i dont know what i really want. dalam berdoa, meminta dariNya banyak2, saya jadi malu ketika berdoa sebab kebaikan yg telah saya lakukan terlalu sedikit untuk meminta lebih daripadaNya, namun Dia lebih suka akan hambaNya yg sentiasa berdoa T_T